Maybe Christmas That Is, Means a Little Bit More

Hi Lovelies,

I had and planned a Christmas home tour for you today. I promised myself I would get it done, but alas I haven't finished. I decided to post instead of just not showing up (because who does that) and have a little mono eh mono with you.

Is that ok? Can I be real with you guys for a minute?

I have been none stop going for the last couple weeks and can I just say I am EXHASUTED. To be honest I haven't been feeling very festive, maybe it's because there's no snow & it's 12 degrees outside? (not cool). Anyway I have been watching Christmas movies and I have everything decorated, shopping's done etc. You would think I would be more in the spirit.

But guys? That's just not the case. I tried to take pictures and everything but I am not feeling very inspired and I took the pictures so fast, I don't even know what I took. I don't want to give you guys a rushed, crappy written post (definitely not!) So I decided it's better that I do this instead.

I have been plowing through the last couple of weeks & just life in general and I think it has finally caught up with me. I feel guilty & a little bit like I may have let you guys down.

I'd rather be ready to give you A+ content then nothing or something that you guys can't take anything from or enjoy.

I have been seeing Christmas tours go up like crazy and I really wanted to join in on the fun. I also wanted to do a survey at the end to hear from all of you. I do this for you all and I love writing and posting new posts each week. But this one, I really wanted to post, but unfortunately it just wasn't there for me. I don't just throw things together (my personality & perfectionism won't let me) & because I want it to be something you can enjoy. Alas, I just don't think it's in the cards this year, I hate to say it but its true.

All my creative ideas are running on empty and my creative mind is all a blur.

Dealing with some medical issues on the side doesn't help either, so I think it's time for me to slow it down. My body is sore & my mind is tired if I am being totally honest. Am I the only one out there? Probably not, but one thing I do know is if my body is saying slow down and my perfectionist mind is saying go. I'll listen to my body instead, because it usually tells the truth.

I want to enjoy the season, with my family, friends and especially with my fiancé. I want to make memories, smile and laugh and enjoy every minute of it because it literally flies by in a flash and I don't want to miss a thing. This is my favorite holiday and that is what the season is all about no? Giving, Joy, Christ, Family, Memories all of it.

I hope you can understand and this will be my last post of the year, but don't worry you'll still see me around on social media. So I won't totally be missing.  If you really wanted to see my holiday tour, here is mine from last year .

I hope you have a joyful and bright Christmas and a Happy New Year! May it bring prosperity and health for you and your family. I thank you from the bottom of my heart for all the support & love you show me. For letting me have a space where I can feel comfortable to be real with you all. It means a lot to me that you keep coming back to read each week!

We will see you in 2016 my lovelies and don't forget to relax, repair and ENJOY. Now If you'll excuse me I must get to wrapping (I'm a little behind)!

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